信任到底是什么？



反复的回想，我才知道，我不曾信任过任何人。

包括你~

我好失败~

我只希望我可以放下家里的包袱。
只有这样我才会知道信任的意义。

还有，我需要很自豪地说~
我把我内心的黑白世界都掩盖得很好~

One day, I really will suffer from depression. Ish.....
kah yao ahhh~ as long as the completion of my studies, everything will be master in my hands!
HAHAHA..

Alright...

its been long time i din update my blog again :((((

hohoz...

Im doing some part-time job now, since i cant get in those shop, so......
Im getting business from net, really easy job I had..
it's just EDITING PHOTOS for customer, each pic RM55, n i will giv out RM20 commission to those who find business for me~

LOL..

finally i know how to drive, but still very dangerous to sit in my car.

this Sat nite i will sign doc for my new car..
erm, by right la~i should getting my car nx week, IF ONLY thr's no any mistake on my doc etc.

So.....
u guys should prepare to sit in my car soon>.<|
with safety belt ya=)
N no shouting~LOL

haha....see u guys soon =D

My mood kinda good these few days

Im kinda relax now
Im kinda enjoying my life now
Im kinda "healthy" now

And


Im really very happy now

I have to spend more time with frens d
i found out d differences.....

IM BETTER now.....

Meet up with piggies in previous days
I found that im really miss ém
haha, im too rou ma d....*SHH*

yeah, frenship forever...
it's been more than 5yrs.....

I appreciate it =)

and yah,

Congratulations to Chai Lynn who won the Champion of Tri-Factor

And finaly u can have a good rest now...
WAHHHH, champion ler......so PRO~
ur future will full of high heels....

Again......i missed it !!!!!!!!!!

Urm...sekarang baru 9.58pm...

n i 4got that d mooncake celebration start at 9pm..
how i wish thr's a person could bring me to lynn's hse now ..

have to wait nx yr...dunno nx yr still got or not.?- -

btw, thr's some blockage in my liver. This is due to my family history.
so my lips getting dark n skin have more n more black dots
this is bcoz my body cant detoxify..
i'm having treatment and fasting now.

my final exam will be at 19th sept
estimate will be graduate end of Sept..

have to settle my fee's..

Haiz...getting more n more problems. Every night also nightmare...
Ohya..when it comes to nightmare, i reminded, i dreamed of our cute ejoe...
of course this is not a part of my nightmare, i guess it was a sweetdream, lmao
Alright~it is abt our secondary sch time.
She had chosen to represent smksa for Sejarah quiz..
hahahahaha...n she kept yelled on this opportunity..how cute she is..haha

Tay Yee Joe, see la, how much i miss u ^^ sleep also dream u..take care ya=)

mold.................hoilidays

almost finish my holidayssss..

very happy to start my course
very boring at home these holidays


i put on weight
T_T


hope i can think more positive way~

我最近的$$状态....（请别吓到）

因为有买车的想法
所以就很省

省是必然的~

我爸也没什么给我钱~
呵呵

省省$$
也算是好事呗~

早餐不必说了，
来得及就吃，来不及就没吃咯

午餐呢
吃面包还不赖的~
不过，我还是选择吃些正餐~
因为老公会骂~
其实都吃经济饭
拿一样菜，最多也rm2.5-rm3.0
（呵呵，省吧？）

晚餐呢
hmm...
饿了才打算~
下午吃饭了，哪会那么快饿哦


我这个住在外面的学生
啊~80%的$$都花在饮食上哦
这些省下了，就真的很成功了

这样的做法
一个星期可以省下
...............
...............
....................
大概
RM60吧
我不需再去银行提钱了~
我不想再动那边的钱
爸没给我钱的时候，
我至少还能顶
不用去提钱
那些存已久的红包钱~
就别动咯^^

我一没上课
就去做工
哪怕只有4个小时，呵呵
这份工不难可是也不容易
文件一打错，
呵呵~就死定咯
一天大概会做7，8份的东西做吧
我最讨厌的就是
把TRIUMPH的outlet价格给找下来~
头很痛啊~
字体就像蚂蚁那么小~
dizzy

hmm....
我啊~
真的很想买电话
电话掉进水了
现拿去修理
第一所“医院”判它死刑

我很伤心，我想拿回我电话的资料
我坚持要拿回

结果我就送它去第二所“医院”
这所医院，我蛮满意他的解说
所以就决定让它留院咯~

如果修好了，
我真的很想买一架新的，因为我要好好保留这架电话
可是，我买不下新的阿

以前的我
说买就买
不会想，现在因真的很缺钱
所以会三思

我不喜欢touch screen
不是说不喜欢
而是..........
不想去接受我其实很喜欢touch screen

这样的掩盖
真的会帮我省$$
呵呵

我其实去问了价钱哦
最便宜又符合我要的条件
也要RM590
啊~听起来很便宜
可是........

我还是很喜欢x10
不想了，不想了

用回我这个nokia1112吧
↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑
摔一摔，敲一敲，忘了插电
都没问题
呵呵


最近我没什么病哦~

腰酸的
还能顶

眼睛的
在痛着（刚才不小心被烟到）

便秘的
还可以吧

脚趾的指甲
啊，偶尔会疼

脱臼的手
我还是不能抓痒（背后）

烫伤的
疤痕一大堆咯

唯有没变的

就是


胸部的疼痛
它还会痛，可是真的很不敢去scan
师姐她也好忙哦~

我真的问题好多
都是累计下来的
一个没好
又接上一个

朋友们
别忘了，我是一个不健康的小孩


我如果小时候，
不坚持活下来
你们现在就不会遇到我
认识我了
嘻嘻

眼睛又疼了
闪光（astig)真的很高
嘘........不可让妈知道~

掰掰

p/s: 我的华文吊吗？不错呗？呵呵~

Better Life

End my holidays with part time job...

rest for 1 day is enough for me

prepared for new semester...




我不想再依靠别人

今年9月，
我会出车

希望一切顺利





一毕业

我就会离开这里

我不想再带着面具生活~





我会到我想要去的地方~

Watching Piggies Video Now

Weeeee....


Do we have chance to watch this video together again?
Do we have part II video?

Haha....

My answer is
YES! we will watch this video together again =p





I will be waiting~

N ya..i miss u PIGSSSS~

Since when................




i never totally recover from sick..


I cant stand with all de painssss anymore

i will be scanning my body soon





hope there's no bad result :"(

i'm such a fool

what am i thinking now?


all bushes came out from my mind

damn it!! i should not think of that....


i knew we all were busy our own stuff...



i just wanna say


i miss u all
i miss outings
i miss everything
every moment we had together...

我好想离开这里。


我























真的好辛苦。

:"(




“泪”你可以不要再来找我吗？








我真的承受不了。







真的好爱你，你对我的冷漠~让我生不如死。

老公~

我不在的这两天~
要好好照顾身体哦~

还有，对不起啊~

新年快乐~
一切顺顺利利~


伤风快点好噢~

记得抽空啊~